Having read "Diary of Desire" by Helix, I thought I'd try the same idea but from the male angle. I didn't quite manage as well as Helix did in her original, but then, I guess, women are better at keeping diarys than men are. Hope you enjoy it.. 8-1-98 I'm lying here in bed wishing you were here beside me. I always think of you when I go to bed. I long to wake up beside you again and hold you close. All I want is to have you here again, to see you, to talk to you, to hold and to kiss you, to love and make love to you. 12-1-98 I'm lying in bed wishing you were here. I imagine us kissing and slowly undressing each other. I kiss and bite your neck and shoulders, driving you wild. I kiss my way down to your tits. I take your left nipple in my mouth and start to suck. My hand is teasing the other. I swap over, sucking and squeezing your tits in turn. You're loving every second of it. I begin to move down, my tongue travelling over your stomach until I reach your pussy. I begin to tease your pussy with my tongue, gently brushing your lips then pulling away. You are writhing from side to side, begging me not to tease you, but still I continue. Then, when I'm sure you're worked up to bursting point, I begin to lick you in earnest. You moan as with each stroke my tongue pushes deeper between your pussy lips. I reach up to play with your tits as my tongue pokes inside your cunt. I suck on your clit and you're fully aroused. You start to breathe deeply, I know you can't take much more. I lick you harder and faster, savouring the taste of your juices. I suck on your clit again and it sends you over the edge. Your back arches and you cry out. Your body shakes violently as you come. I continue to lick, slower now, until you tell me to stop. Finally I hold you in my arms and tell you I love you. 23-1-98 I long to make love to you again, to feel me inside you, the warmth of your pussy drawing me in deeper and deeper. I love being a part of you, feeling our bodies joined together. My body yearns for your touch. 4-2-98 I'm lonely. I'd give any thing to have you here naked beside me or even under me for that matter. I wish we were making love, slowly, passionately, me sliding my cock deep inside you, feeling the warm wetness of your pussy all around me. I'd slide in then pull back out, fucking you harder with each thrust, fucking you until we both could take no more. Then I'd hold you close and we'd fall asleep in each others' arms. 15-2-98 I spoke to you on the phone this evening. The sound of your voice turned me on so much. I can't wait until I'm able to hold you, undress you and kiss you all over. I'd caress you and run my fingers all over your body, playing with you, teasing you, exciting you. I'd take your tits in my hands and start to tease them. Nibbling, sucking, licking. As I do this my cock rubs along the entrance to your pussy. The sensations are driving you wild. Back and forth my cock slides, slowly getting closer and closer until, suddenly, with all my force, I enter you and you cry out my name. I thrust deep inside you, the walls of your cunt, so warm and wet, grip me like a vice. I increase my pace, I'm fucking you hard and you're begging me not to stop. We roll over and you're sliding up and down my pole, riding me like a piston. We're getting closer and closer, our fucking getting even more wild and abandoned. Faster, and faster, deeper and deeper you draw me into your cunt. You start to climax, your body shakes and your hips buck wildly against mine. Suddenly my own pleasure builds, I can hold on no more, I erupt inside you filling your pussy with my hot cum. 28-2-98 I wish you were here. I want to rip all your clothes off and make wild, passionate, uninhibited love to you. I imagine us together in bed. I kiss you and begin to caress you all over. First your sides, your stomach, your legs. Then I gently fondle your tits and stroke your pussy. I start to kiss and lick you all over, exploring you with my tongue. I kiss your neck and shoulders then I start to tease your tits. I lick your nipple then suck as much of your tit as I can into my mouth. My hand squeezes and teases your other tit. We roll over and your tits are in my face, smothering me. I suck and lick at each tit for what seems like an eternity and then slowly I begin to work my way down. I kiss your stomach and move down further, getting closer and closer until you are sitting on my face. I lick and suck at your pussy, darting my tongue into your love-hole. My tongue laps at you sending you into ecstasy. I reach up and grab your tits and suddenly you come. We roll over again and I plunge into your soaking cunt. I thrust deep and your cunt flex around me, gripping me tight. I slide my cock in and out with long, slow thrusts, deeper and deeper. I pull out and you get on all fours. I slide into your cunt again and I'm taking you from behind. You push your hips back to meet each thrust of my cock. I grab your hips and pull you on harder. Harder and harder I ram my cock into you and then once again I pull out, lying down beside you. You climb on top of me and impale your self on my pole. I reach up to lick and suck your tits which are just in front of my face. Up and down your hips slide, coating my cock with your warm juices. You moan with pleasure and you come again, your hips grinding against me faster and faster as your orgasm overtakes you. I push my cock up inside you as hard as I can and I feel the tightness grow in my groin. With a final thrust I release my cum deep inside you and you collapse, spent on top of me. 7-3-98 I wish you were here beside me. If you were I'd kiss you and run my hands all over your naked body, teasing you with my fingers and mouth. I'd nibble your neck and shoulders whilst teasing your tits and pussy with my fingers. You would be in heaven as I slowly moved down to take your nipple in my mouth. I suck hard on your tit and flick the nipple with your tongue. Then I swap over, repeating the process on the other side. I cover your tits with my saliva, making them both as wet as possible so my hands glide over their smooth surface. You roll over, smothering me with your tits. I'm licking, sucking , rubbing and squeezing them and you're loving every second of it. I move further down and begin to tease your pussy with my tongue. You moan with please as I lick and suck at your pussy, occasionally pushing my tongue deep inside you. We roll over and I move up the bed. Slowly you begin to lower yourself onto my cock, swallowing it up until once more we become one. Up and down, your body moves against mine, my cock engulfed by the warm tightness of your cunt. Your tits hang, tantalisingly in front of my face. I reach up to suck and stroke them. You moan dreamily as you continue to ride my throbbing pole. I can feel the walls of your pussy grip me as you flex rhythmically against my cock. Up and down you slide. We move together faster and faster, your cunt swallowing my cock to the root. I thrust my hips up impaling you harder as your pussy slides up and down the length of my cock. Suddenly you come and we roll over. I pound my cock into you, fucking you harder and harder as my own orgasm approaches. With a final thrust I release my load, deep inside you and then we cling to each other, spent and satisfied. 15-3-98 Tomorrow you will be home again. As soon as you arrive I'll close the door behind you, take your bags and drop them on the floor and lead you to the bedroom. Then I'll hold you close and kiss you until it feels that our lips will never part again. Then, slowly, we'll undress. Experiencing again the thrill of seeing an touching each other's bodies. I'll lay you down on the bed then snuggle up beside you, kissing you, caressing you, feeling the warmth of your body next to mine. Slowly we rediscover the feel of each other's bodies. You smile at me and move down then slowly you take my cock in your mouth. I gasp with pleasure as your lips start to glide up and down the length of my pole. You take as much of me in your mouth as you can then suck hard. As you continue to lick and suck my cock you bring your body round and straddle me, pushing your pussy into my face. I gently lick at you then push my tongue into your cunt. I'm driving you wild and you're sucking harder on my cock. I reach forward to play with your tits, squeezing and caressing them as my tongue explores every crevice of your pussy. I lick harder and faster and your body begins to shudder. You suck me harder as your climax builds and I have to hold on not wanting to come yet. You open your mouth and my cock escapes as you moan with pleasure. Still I lick and suck at your cunt and it's driving you wild. You come then you roll over and climb up the bed beside me. I climb on top of you and as I kiss you, you open your legs to let me in. Slowly, inch by inch, I slide my cock into you until, at last, we are one again. Our bodies move together and we're telling each other how much we love each other. I can feel your cunt flex against me as I slide my cock in and out of your warm, wet, tight pussy. With each thrust I take you harder and deeper. You dig your nails into my back and moan with the pleasure of each thrust of my cock. Still joined, we roll over. You slide your cunt up and down my shaft, using it for your pleasure. You moan dreamily as your hips slide up and down. Your body moves automatically of its own volition, you are lost in the sensations you are feeling. Suddenly you come again. Your body trembles and your cunt grips me rhythmically. You moan my name and we roll over again. And now my own need takes over. I start to fuck you harder and faster. My cock pounds into you as you writhe beneath me. You whisper in my ear, "Fuck me, go on fuck me hard!" and it drives me over the edge. I pull right out then thrust into you with all my force. As I do I erupt. I continue to thrust into you as wave after wave of pleasure shoot through my loins and I fill your pussy to overflowing with my cum. At last it's over. I pull out and collapse beside you and you hold me in your arms and tell me how glad you are to be home.